Scary Shit.

Monday, 3 September 2012 10:21
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so my stepfather's case was accepted by Hospice. They're delivering a hospital bed to the house today and as soon as the pain killers have been ordered (he is allergic to morphine so the stuff he can take needs to be special ordrered)  he will come home and we'll keep him comfortable until the end. We're also entitled to in home nursing aid so that will be a big help since we are in no way trained professionals.
I'm not really sure what else to say. I started the semester, and I spent the weekend at my dad's house.
They want me to come back to help my aunt clean up her basement in like two weeks. I know they get what's going on but it seems like they think I can just come and go from home easily. I can't. I'm the one who is unemployed right now and ends up watching Rich because everyone has to work. I'm stuck on campus for seven or nine hours a day on Tuesday and Thursday respectively, and on my days off I am by default the one who sits at home and can't go out because Rich cannot be left alone.
So yeah, that's a little rant there.
I'll post again soon. I know I forgot to post about the concert with Marc... It was fine until he realized I still have feelings for him. I don't know what to do with that, it's not like I'm holding to all these feelings on purpose. I just know my heart cannot let go no matter how much I tell it to. He's not worth all this stress, and my brain knows that. I'm so conflicted, I really feel that I hate myself for liking him. Yet, I hate him for hurting me. It's complicated.




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My toenails are red today.
Therefore my feets are sexy. <3
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Hellz yeah!
I've met quite a few English anime dub voice actors at conventions. So they're famous in their own special way. Brad Swaile was a great experience, he couldn't pronounce "Ronkonkoma" which is a town near me. I thought it was adorable. I can't imagine him driving down the expressway and trying read off Copaigue, Massapequa, or let along Sagtikos (that's really a parkway title, but it's a fun one!)

But I've met Tori Belleci from Mythbusters, Billy West (American voice actor), and Ron Glass (American film actor, he played Shepherd Book in Firefly and Serenity which is how I found him).
Those are the more mainstream people I've met. All at I-Con, the local sci-fi convention by me.
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Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

I send that out to everyone, not just those here in the states. Even if it's not a universal holiday, I'd like everyone to sit for thirty seconds and just be grateful for their family and friends who care for them. Try not to let your mind wander to what your wants are, try not to even think about your needs as much. What you have right at this moment is all that matters. Live in the present, admire the past. The future will unravel with time.

See you all later, maybe tomorrow. Depends on what time I get home. <3
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Nightmare Drabble

Tuesday, 5 July 2011 22:03
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Thanks Mitch Hedberg. You inspire me to write inane fanfiction drabbles.

Nightmare. General Fiction, no pairings. Crackdrabble, please?
You're welcome.

Naito Drabble! )
Yup. I didn't mention crackdrabble for no reason up there.
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Sorry if this comes up as a double post on any FL's. But I loaded some pics off my camera onto my laptop and found this:

Hmm? )

Yah. My little Wynn is a cutie pie.
Had to post. I can't help but share that face.
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Gotta be Cry-Baby.
I'm sorry, even the Pirates series doesn't beat it.

At least in my opinion. But I like musicals and films of musical-esque quality.
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Honestly, a mudslide would be the only way a person who is so clueless about politics would win.
But hey, Kahlua and vodka swirled in Irish cream topped off with a glass rim smothered in chocolate syrup just might make anyone vote for me in this economy.

Feedback Page

Wednesday, 17 November 2010 20:36
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Please leave a simple comment here about our transaction.
Thank you!
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Yeah, so my magazine arrived. With another magazine as a "free gift" as the seller put it.
But when I opened the envelope to check out everything, I noticed a poster was missing.
I frantically search everywhere I had been since I got the magazines. About an hour ago, I messaged the seller to ask if maybe they had forgotten the poster when packaging it all together, and sure enough I got a message back with an apology! They said they'll mail it to me.

I was really upset, but now I'm all better.

<3 Byes.
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So yeah, I started coding a new layout for my Gaia profile from scratch last night, but got distracted when my A/C was taken out and I decided to take a break to do some coursework.
So now, after waking up like an hour ago, I tried to work on the code some more before hopping in the shower.

And I totally tried using Neopets layout codes in it.
I've been coding both Neo lookup layouts and Gaia layouts for about the same length of time --about five years. I KNOW the different pieces that identify the contents of each site's profiles. And the tags/properties that can be used for them.

I don't feel tired, and I just had my morning cup of tea.
But I think it's just too early to code when I confuse the two.

Gyahhh.
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...Of a desktop!

Actually the anniversary was last month, on the 22nd, but I apparently forgot until now.
It's been a year and he's still running like I just took him out of the box!
Except I upgraded his OS to Windows 7 like two months later, otherwise it's all still intact. I haven't been inside him yet. /dirty remark chuckle

Call me a geek, but I think getting an Alienware system was the best technology decision I EVER could make.

-hugs giant tower-
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From looking at my books, anyone can see I have various taste in reading material.
And that I read a lot of manga, which isn't true because I don't read half the stuff I buy.

Spirit Day

Monday, 4 October 2010 15:38
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Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] neo_prodigy at Spirit Day
 


It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.

RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh (top)
RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase (middle)
RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas. (bottom)

REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.


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To be brutally honest with this one.
It's "Smack My Bitch Up" by The Prodigy.

That's all.



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Now playing: Cherry Filter - Orange Road
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Hmm, I think on my desktop it would be the processor. 3.16GHz is granted a lot better than whatever my old HP had, but I feel sometimes it's not enough to really deal with all that  I do sometimes. And I'd increase the RAM to 12GB instead of 8GB...

My laptop would definitely be the RAM. I know I can expand it to 8GB, and I probably will soon.



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Now playing: Koda Kumi - Inside Fishbowl
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I'd have to say dyeing my hair, I am already going through a serious withdrawal from not doing anything to it until I-Con...
And I don't just mean fun colors, just changing the shade or a few bleached/black streaks will make me happy.

And I don't think "any amount of money" could really make me stop.
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Very upsetting. It took until I was typing out yesterday's date on the tribute layout in Photoshop to really hit me and I cried.

I just can't believe it. He was my favorite drummer. Or at least in my top five. I don't really keep official track of these things...

Rev, you will be missed. You will always have a place in our hearts, somewhere in file labeled "Avenged Sevenfold."


pantacle.deviantart.com/art/R-I-P-The-Rev-Gaia-Layout-148443355
^ Link to my dA submission for the base image of a Gaia layout I made as a tribute to The Rev.



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Now playing: Wolf's Rain - dogs and angels
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It has to be "He Stopped Loving Her Today" by George Jones.
It's the saddest song I've EVER heard, but it's the one song I can put on repeat and never get tired of singing.
I know I had it a few years back on my old desktop, and I loved it. I don't care if it made me want to cry, it's just so well written. It's a beautiful story, even if depressing.
I recently when searching for the top 500 country songs of all time and it was #1. I then had to go find it and download it.



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Now playing: Linkin Park - High Voltage
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